Category: reading


hospital adventures

October 19th, 2009 — 3:00pm

Last week was a blur.  J had surgery on his wrist and that meant general anesthesia…yippee!  Lots of waiting for me, but I had good things to read (I finished My Life in France by Julia Child while I was there) and I snuck out of the hospital and headed down to Standard Baking Co. to procure provisions for myself.  The provisions came in the buttery, flaky form of a ham and cheese croissant and a delectable pain au chocolat, plus a hot cup of coffee to wash it down.  Then we had a quiet, restful weekend at home, which included lovely visitors {armed with gooey cinnamon rolls!} many loads of laundry, house cleaning, movie watching, cooking, meal planning, and heavenly naps.  Just the thing for a couple chilly October days.

10.15.09 :: up early10.15.09 :: {pre-surgery}I snuck away...my perch in the waiting roompost-surgery snooze10.15.09 :: {post-surgery}

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sunshine and a book

May 30th, 2009 — 8:10pm

I allowed myself copious amounts of both sunshine and reading today.  Despite many other tasks and projects I knew needed tending, I sunk deeply into a fictitious world while basking in the glorious sunshine that was overdue here after days of rain.  I finished the book, Out Stealing Horses, a few minutes ago. It’s been quite awhile since I read a whole novel in one day and I was glad of the time and opportunity to do so.  The author, Per Petterson, is Norweigan and the translation for the book was done by Anne Born.  I’m not sure exactly where I read about the book, but I requested a copy from interlibrary loan and it arrived on Friday and I picked it up just before I left for the weekend.

I was wholly impressed with the book for a few different reasons.  I have been enthralled with Scandinavia for the past few months and so it was nice to read a novel by a Norwegian author.  The way in which Petterson allowed nature and the outdoors to play an equally important role as that of the protagonist, Trond Sander, is refreshing and seemed perfectly appropriate.  I won’t say much more than this, but will share a couple of passages that really stuck with me.

I don’t know when I last watched the news.  I did not bring a television set out here with me, and I regret it sometimes when the evenings get long, but my idea was that living alone you can soon get stuck to those flickering images and to the chair you will sit on far into the night, and then time merely passes as you let others do the moving.  I do not want that.  I will keep myself company.
I can still feel the same thing today when I see a hayrack in a photograph from a book, but all that is a thing of the past now.  No-one makes hay this way any more in this part of the country; today there is one man alone on a tractor, and then the drying on the ground and the mechanical turner and wrapping machines and huge plastic white cubes of stinking silage.

These are certainly not spoiler quotations but hopefully they give you a small taste of this book that I hope you read and enjoy.

05.30 :: a glorious Saturday05.30 :: a book a day

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02.10.09 :: melancholy

February 10th, 2009 — 2:24pm

Word of the week: melancholy
1mel·an·choly
Pronunciation: \ˈme-lən-ˌkä-lē\
Function: noun
Inflected Form(s): plural mel·an·chol·ies
Etymology: Middle English malencolie, from Anglo-French, from Late Latin melancholia, from Greek, from melan- + cholē bile
Date: 14th century
1 a: an abnormal state attributed to an excess of black bile and characterized by irascibility or depression b: black bile c: melancholia
2 a: depression of spirits : dejection b: a pensive mood

I daresay that sometimes in deep winter, melancholy can strike.  I have been rather melancholic as of late and am doing my best to embrace it.  I enjoy reading what Tom Hodgkinson says about melancholy in The Freedom Manifesto (go here for an earlier post on this book).  Chapter 17, “In praise of melancholy,” explains:

For guidance on the vexing issue of melancholy, depression, black bile, we must turn to the world expert, renowned scholarly reflector and gentle intellect Robert Burton who, in 1621, wrote that most cheerful and cheering of books, The Anatomy Of Melancholy.

That the book was a big hit should come as no surprise, because it came out during a miserable period in history. Merry England was dead or dying. Burton’s book, 78 pages of the most delightful misery, was published roughly halfway between the Henrician Reformation and the Industrial Revolution, those two major disasters for lovers of life and liberty. The old religious festivals had been banned by Cranmer. Merry-making on Sundays was attacked. The fun was being drained from national life. The book is also almost contemporary with Shakespeare’s study of isolation, Hamlet, and Marlowe’s study of ambition, Dr Faustus.

The meat of Burton’s book is thousands of quotations on the subject of melancholy from classical sources. This would suggest that the Ancient Romans and Greeks suffered from melancholy, too, which doesn’t surprise me, because the Romans, particularly, lived in a rapacious, warlike, exploitative oligarchy, much like Britain and the US today. It may also be true that, aside from external factors, melancholy is just a fact of life. There is no escape. Even the wise, lucky and prosperous, Burton says, suffer from melancholy: deal with it.

Among the causes of melancholy, Burton lists bad diet. Among his solutions is merriment: “In my judgment none so present, none so powerful, none so apposite as a cup of strong drink, mirth, music, and merry company.” He calls music “a roaring-meg against melancholy, to rear and revive the languishing soul”. This is the power of jazz, or rock’n'roll, or dance music.

Today, gone are good company, good cheer and good beer as cures. Melancholy has been professionalised, commodified, industrialised. It has been transformed into a “condition” with a costly chemical cure. These pills make the most gigantic profits for their dealers, the drugs giants. Depression is big business.

No one ever suggests, of course, that the fault for your depression may lie not with you but with the things that you are expected to do in our hyper-competitive, meritocratic, money-based, godless society. However, rather than change yourself, you could change your world. Quitting your job, refusing to vote, not taking pharmaceutical drugs: these are acts not of apathy but of a radical re-engagement with society and with your own self. Once you disengage from the structures that bind you, you find that you begin to recreate a life of self-reliance. And self-reliance, rather than the sticking-plaster method, will help you to come to terms with your melancholy, rather than trying to banish it with drugs.

I think that even simply renaming depression “melancholy” can do a lot to disarm it. Keats, in his Ode On Melancholy, advises not getting wasted (which he calls Lethe) and not taking anti-depressants (which he calls wolfsbane and nightshade). Instead, he suggests going for a walk and gazing at the flowers and recognising that melancholy is a sister to joy and must be embraced.

2.8 :: music in the studio

Amen.  Hmmm…bad diet?  And music as “a roaring-meg against melancholy, to rear and revive the languishing soul”?  Indeed.  This is precisely why J had me jam chords (albeit awkwardly) on his electric guitar on Sunday afternoon, and why he insisted I eat more often.  The winter blues may strike, but I am trying to take the energy and channel it productively — and I use productive loosely.  Creatively might be more appropriate.  Or get out of the house, go see some jazz and have a pint (and if you’re in the Portland, Maine area then consider dropping by One Longfellow Square tonight for some live jazz by The Chameleons).

SS Chameleons

Cheers!


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Scotland on my mind…

February 9th, 2009 — 10:18am

We watched Local Hero the other night.  I had watched most of it once before, but my eyelids betrayed me toward the end, so we gave it another shot.  It is one of J’s favorite films, and now I know why.  Bill Forsyth wrote and directed the film, released back in 1983.  Aside from the beauty of the Scottish shoreline, the film is full of real people — people who do not appear flawless in either appearance or in deed.  I will spare details, but if you haven’t already, rent Local Hero and enjoy.

I have also been making my way through season one of All Creatures Great and Small, the BBC television series based upon James Herriot’s book of the same name.  I suspect that I will read the book, and though I am generally of the opinion that a book ought to be read prior to watching a television or film adaptation, in this case I believe no harm will be done.  The characters are certainly endearing (not to mention the animals) and the setting reminds me that life without all of our modern conveniences was in certain respects superior. Communication was most often face to face and people gathered together down at the pub, or over a cup of tea and biscuits and conversed.  There is no denying the danger of romanticizing the country life and painting a pastoral but inaccurate picture of the reality of rural life.  However, it seems proper to praise true community and determination where it is found.  Community was meaningful because people truly needed each other and depended on both the skill and benevolence of their fellow human being.  And this of course brings to my mind a number of passages and ideas from one of my favorite authors, Wendell Berry.  In his essay “Conserving Communities,” published in Another Turn of the Crank (1993), Berry says this:

  In their dealings with the countryside and its people,
  the promoters of the so-called global economy are following
  a set of principles that can be stated as follows. They
  believe that a farm or a forest is or ought to be the same
  as a factory; that care is only minimally necessary in the
  use of the land; that affection is not necessary at all;
  that for all practical purposes a machine is as good as a
  human; that the industrial standards of production, effic-
  iency, and profitability are the only standards that are
  necessary; that the topsoil is lifeless and inert; that
  soil biology is safely replaceable by soil chemistry; that
  the nature or ecology of any given place is irrelevant to
  the use of it; that there is no value in human community or
  neighborhood; and that technological innovation will produce
  only benign results.

Berry’s mention of affection certainly seems relevant in a discussion of All Creatures, as it is both an affection for people and for the animals to whom they provide care, that is a crucial piece of their veterinary work.  It seems to be a vocation rather than a job, which seems an important distinction.  In many respects I think that we ought to reconsider the time-saving devices and gadgets that we only suppose make our life easier, though when I say this I realize that in this concept “being made easier” there is an inherent assumption that life is also improved, and this I believe is a mistake.
I have many thoughts bubbling on this greater subject, and hope to continue to flesh these out in this space.  And, of course, I welcome your thoughts and comments.

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holiday gifting

December 11th, 2008 — 3:23pm

This holiday season, more than in past years, I am doing much of my shopping locally, buying from individual artisans when possible, and making some gifts.  And these days, with a resource as incredible as etsy available to everyone with internet access, perusing handmade AND local gifts is hardly a challenge.  I will be posting a few gift/shopping ideas here, but I begin with…

*Family Style*
The River Cottage Family Cookbook by Hugh Fearnley-Whittingstall and Fizz Carr, $32.50
The Creative Family by Amanda Soule (a Maine dweller), $10.50 (used)
*Foodies*
Animal, Vegetable, Miracle: A Year of Food Life
by Barbara Kingsolver, $17.95 (used)
In Defense of Food: An Eater’s Manifesto by Michael Pollan (I recently received this as a present from J and can’t wait to read it), $21.95
*Luddites*
The Freedom Manifesto by Tom Hodgkinson, $9.50
What are People For?
by Wendell Berry (a personal favorite), $14.00
*Kids*
My Wonderful Christmas Tree
by Dahlov Ipcar, $16.95
The First Chinook by David Pagel with wood engravings by Rick Allen, $16.95
*Off the Grid*
A Handmade Life by William Coperthwaite (another Mainer), $25.00
The Self-Sufficient Life and how to live it by John Seymour, $30.00
*Typophiles*
Hand Job: A Catalog of Type by Michael Perry, $35.00
Hamilton Wood Type, A HISTORY IN HEADLINES by Bill Moran, Dennis Ichiyama, and Richard Zauft, $19.95
*Etc.*
A Healing Touch edited by Richard Russo with wood engravings by Siri Beckman (both Maine folk!), $15.95
A Year of Mornings: 3191 Miles Apart, photographs by Maria Alexandra Vettese (of port2port press) and Stephanie Congdon Barnes, $19.95

Although I included a link to each book for online purchase, I suggest checking your locally owned bookstore first (find one here).  This will save you added shipping costs and give your local bookstore the business.  Cheers!

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W. Coperthwaite

December 10th, 2008 — 9:56am

After spending some time over the weekend thumbing through A Handmade Life, I began reading last night, making my way through the foreword and introduction.  I suspect I will really enjoy this book and I plan to add notes and thoughts here as I progress.

p.s.
Aren’t libraries wonderful?

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HAIL THE HORSE

December 7th, 2008 — 12:13pm

First, the credit for my discovery of The Freedom Manifesto goes to a combination of my own curiosity and Michael Tucker, manager of Bowdoin’s bookstore and textbook center. One small broadside and short discussion later, I could hardly keep myself from skipping over to the library. To give you a better handle on the book’s subject matter, I offer the subtitle: How to Free Yourself from Anxiety, Fear, Mortgages, Money, Guilt, Debt, Government, Boredom, Supermarkets, Bills, Melancholy, Pain, Depression, Work, and Waste.

Hodgkinson addresses these areas individually and collectively, as the areas themselves and their accompanying commentary, naturally spill over into one another. He urges his reader to reconsider the capitalist mantras so deeply rooted in the minds of most Westerners. His historical evidence gently reminds us that life, and perhaps life of a higher quality, existed long before Benjamin Franklin and the Industrial Revolution. One of the most important points, brought up in various ways throughout the book, is that up through the Middle Ages, charging interest was considered sinful — preying upon the less fortunate. The very term for this practice is “usury,” though bank representatives seem to know nothing of this more accurate description. I daresay that most Americans can scarcely imagine a world in which they don’t depend upon usury for their “secure” future, or more importantly, one in which they are not victims of usury their whole life through.

The book is certainly not flawless, but I suspect Hodgkinson himself would agree on this point. At the very least it provides ample food for thought and many a hearty chuckle. Part radical, part practical, and part rant, The Freedom Manifesto left me hopeful and itching to read up on the medievals. If you want to start with just a sip of Tom Hodgkinson, head over to The Idler, an online version of his print magazine of the same name. And if you are curious about this post’s title then I suggest you skip on over to the library and check out The Freedom Manifesto.

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Shall we begin with a book?

December 2nd, 2008 — 11:14am

I am back in a groove — not a rut, but a comfortable groove, offering the sort of confidence I feel cross country skiing when, on a groomed trail, my skis are firmly in the track and it seems that nothing can stop my glide. But it’s a rather more sedentary groove with which I am presently pleased. Reading. Yes, I must confess that this activity, historically a favorite, had slowly slipped away, book by book, chapter by chapter. I was getting by with an Orion article or Wendell Berry essay here or there. It seemed my life was too busy with other things to be bothered with keeping my eyes open for an extra 30 minutes at the end of a day. But busy with what? I realized, of course, that I was not too busy, in fact, one could hardly call me busy at all, save for the lion’s share of the day that my job swallowed whole. Instead, my perception was skewed. I had somehow come to think that I needed more time to relax at night. The mistake was disqualifying reading from the list of available relaxation options.

Okay, so there’s not really a list. And until I began devouring chapters again recently, my thoughts on this had not crystallized. I knew something was amiss, but I had not understood that the void was more than just missing the act of reading itself. Now that I am back in the groove, I realize reading’s importance more than ever. It activates my brain and gives me cause to think beyond the confines of my everyday life, and it sometimes creates an alternate world to which I can escape and do far more relaxing than I could hope to do in the “real” world.

In the last few weeks I have read several books and will start with the first. I casually picked up Straight Man, a Richard Russo novel, from J’s bookshelf and suddenly found myself absorbed in a fictional world. Of Russo’s work I had only read Empire Falls before this, so choosing Straight Man was spurred by my enjoyment of Empire Falls, but also by recent knowledge that my great uncle, Leon Duff, was a racquetball partner and friend of Russo’s (pictured together here). It took a Down East article for me to learn of this connection, conveniently followed by my family reunion a month later to chat with Leon about it.

But I digress…life seems to hand you what you need and so it was with this book. I found myself finishing this book, which deals in part with the politics of the English department at a small college in Pennsylvania, just before starting a new job in the Economics department at a small college. Beyond this I will not draw parallels, but it was the perfect thing to read before beginning my new employment, and more importantly, the perfect material to settle me back into a groove.

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